The last journal i said many things, one being that I'd update this each month...
Needless to say that failed.

It's nearing April, so I've got 1/6 of my time at college left before I venture into the big wide world beyond, and to be honest, I'm bricking it.

I had a mixed bag of January modular results, some being really good and providing the boost I needed, however there were 2 very very bad scores which really threw me off course. In my head I'm not certain that I'm doing the right thing for myself, in my head I'm not sure I can even pull this off, but there's so many people expecting me to do well, and if you know me, you'll know I try my hardest not to let people down.

Lets go from September then.....

Started college and the final rehearsals for Annie, in which I was leading man Daddy Warbucks, nothing much happened in September at all really other than Annie, which was one of the best plays I've ever been in!

October was going to be a good month, the lack of romantic activity for the previous few months wouldnt stop me enjoying my birthday! Then the 18th birthday came and went, at the time it was a marvellous occassion, all my friends together in one place with my family, and of course I did it all my way, opening presents in the middle of the dance floor with everybody looking at me, true centre of attention Michael style . Now it's just something that I am, I'm 18, woohoo!

November wasn't really exciting, a few parties here and there, but the main event was being in a pantomime! Fantastic it was too, I was the front part of the cow, and a voice over, so a little different from Mr Warbucks, but an amazing experience nonetheless.

Christmas was the same as usual, Christmassy and such, but I got a haircut, it was really short and different! I did spend some of my money on one of the best things I have ever bought in recent times. Tim Minchin - So Fucking Rock.
That dvd has moulded me into an obsessive, I know which audience members appear at which points, when his voice changes pitch, the slight head movements he makes...BUT I LOVE HIM! So thank you Tim =].

January was those tests I mentioned earlier, I began feeling a bit sorry for myself, well ok I was a miserable bugger, but then one of those fleeting chances flew by and got caught in my now spikey hair. I met this fellow called Andrew, and he quite literally dragged me from the pit of self-loathing to the heightsof heaven. Well not so drastically but he's still super darn amazing. And so, a relationship began =]=]=].

February was a bit boring really, I started drama again to be in Bugsy Malone, this time as a small role because I want to focus on college, I got that small role but I love playing it XD I'm Knuckles so I get to "act" brain dead and dreadfully stupid, being excitable on stage, and generally playing a part I've not had the chance to do before! I'm quite excited for it tbh. The relationship continued and I am stil smiley smiley Carol Smiley.

March I got those results I told ya about, had a bit of a bad patch, need an eye test to get some glasses, and Bugsy is fast approaching.

Rushed ending I know
But I'm getting bored, Have I Got News For You clips on youtube

TRA xx